Soph smiled her small smile at Raven. "I'm not so sure, though. It comes and goes. But still," Soph cut off, shrugging. "I think the best thing to say here is such is life. It can be cruel, it can be painful, but those things always lead to places...dark places, or wonderful places...right now, any suffering on my part was worth it. I think I'm really finding myself." Soph laughed, a loud, cheerful sound that filled the surroundings. She felt so light, like she was the air, or a bird. As if it was it's cue, a small bird-a robin-flew down onto a branch nearby. Soph smiled again, blinking with surprise at the same time. "Some things cannot be plannned."