kazumi angerly kicked the sand. her crutches were thrown 10 feet away from her. she was so angry. she blamed herself for what had happend to red. and she couldn't heal her. on top of that, she hadn't heard from nick in three days. her pretty face was red and wet with tears. her face was molded with sadness and fury. kazumi picked up some sand and threw it as hard as she could. it flew around in the air like dust particals. kazumi glared over at the ocean. thinking unhealthy thoughts.

*nick appears behind kazume* (he's just visiting for a bit.) nick:Kazume you okay?"

"go away, holuination." kazumi snapped.

*laughs* "see if this proves i'm real." *kisses kazume*

kazumi pussed him away. and stormed off in another direction. (BTW, she's not mad at him, she's just fustrated)

"you're mad at me for leaving aren't you?"

kazumi clecnhed her fists. "just go." she said darkly. "i want to be alone."

"Oh you will be soon, i'm going to be killed after all!"

kazumi let out a gasp. "no, you're NOT!" she snapped

"Yes i am, i don't lie about this stuff!"

kazumi dropped to her knees. her eyes widend. "i'm...going to lose someone important to me again?" "first mother and father and red, now nick?"

*walks over to kazume and hugs her* "don't worry it's gonna be okay i promise."

"i've been rosponsable for so much pain, so many dealths." "am i not responsable for them?" "am i not the one who deservs to die." "i want it to end." "my life...that is." kazumi clutched her bangs. "but i suppose i'm just a scaared child." "i don't have to guts to pull that off."

"You weren't responsible for this don't blame yourself, and what do you mean to pull that off?"

"i was." kazumi said. "and u know what i mean." (suicide)

"Kazume don't you dare even think of doing that!"

kazumi didn't respond. she had faitned from over-doing it.

"poor girls exhausted herslef." *kisses her forehead, picks her up and takes her home*